With the school year coming down to a close it is the time of year I need to be on my A game. But right now it is not the case. I have been struggling to do enough work for the time I am spending in the library. And my grades are going to suffer if I can't turn them around. I need to spend more time studying. As much as I don't want to I am going to need to stay in the library longer, and go out and study longer on my days off. I need to find something to keep me motivated, and I hope I will receive the support from the one person who does not want to see me less.
My final semester in college, oh what a relief. But I don't want to work anymore, but am forced through upcoming circumstances. Grad school! My applications are out, and it is a waiting game from here. I am nervous as hell and if I get shunned by all my choices I will be torn. What would I do, I will not want to come back to school to better my grades. Will I just go for a masters after, or will I just get in to a program, somewhere, somehow some way. With shitty grades in my sciences, is it plausible for me to make it. We will find out.
I am writing this for you my lady. This is what weighs my mind right now. I miss you to hell! and wish to be with you rather then doing school work.
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